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My New Year Resolutions
12.28.04 (10:17 am)   [edit]



This year I will;



Get closer to God


Eat better


Exercise


Take my drugs


Take better care of myself


Improve my relationship with my family


Improve my relationship with my daughter


Shop less


Clean more


Be true to myself


Get better grades


Lose Weight


Find a steady job


Buy a new car


Read more


Humble myself


Get a washing machine/dryer


Redecorate my living room


Paint more


Cook more


Get a tattoo


Take a vacation


 


..........so help me God.


 


 


 


 


 

 
Dear Lord...Its me again
12.28.04 (3:32 am)   [edit]

 


Dear Lord,

I pray for:

Wisdom, To understand a man.

Love, To forgive him and;

Patience, For his BS.

Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength

I'll just beat him to death.

This is my solemn prayer each day. I wonder what else a man need or
want what are his desires? What does it for him? I can always see so
clearly when I am looking in but lately my judgment has been clouded I guess
because I am in love.

Why is it when you are in love you act like a complete ass?

Why do you compromise your conviction and negotiate your principles?

Why do you settle for well enough when it isn’t enough?

I ask myself these questions everyday and I cant since to make heads or
tails out of this situation. I know what I need to do but I am afraid
to do it because true love doesn’t come around often and I have never
felt one this true.

What if I don’t find it again?

Why won’t my will power will me some damn power?

Aren’t you supposed to fight for what you believe in? Persevere through
trials or something of the sort.

What if this is some ultimate test to measure my tolerance for BS?

Could it be that I am naïve in my thoughts?

Could my imagination be getting the better of me?

Why do I look so strong yet feel so weak?

I am not sure yet but .......I intend to find out!

 

 
I am back!!!!
12.22.04 (5:37 pm)   [edit]

Hey Strangers! I know I have been gone for like ....forever. I was not in a good place mentally, but I am back now because I realize how much good this did me way back when. I don’t know what is going on Tblog but I can’t seem to find my archives! Those were the days I felt creative and drama-full all in the same.


I am doing great! School is fabulous! Omolayo is splendid! Life couldn’t be better.


I guess you are all looking forward to the holidays? Well not I. Most of my friends are in Jand for the holidays, some are in Naija, others ...just out of town. So me and my girl Omolayo are going to have a Mummy and me day…just the two of us.


Those of you that are familiar with my credo will remember that this year, same a last; You are all getting forks and napkins I have stolen from the various restaurants I have been to through the course of the year. I can’t afford mailing, so feel free to drop by my crib for your fork or napkin, they will be gift wrapped in baby wipes to give off that so so fresh fragrance. On the 26th I will sell the rest to this homeless guy down my street, he used to work for Enron and can get me top dollar for my silverware.


I will also be accepting gift this year, but please keep your dollar store treasures to yourself! I am thinking more in the lines of sweaters from the limited or express, suits from Bebe. There is this coat I have my eye on from benetton. I love me some BCBG girls shoes. I also need a new cell phone. My hairdresser sells gift cards so you can buy me one shampoo, wrap and curl or upgrade to touch-up for just $10 more. If you are even thinking about those e-cards, I will be sure to curse you upon receipt!


Okay now that we are clear…lets move on.


Exams were fabulous! I am sure I got all As (awaiting results). I got to hang out in MD with my girls exam weekend, we had a BLAST!!! Shout out to my MD dawgs, My girl Sweet ‘n’Mo, Bukky, Lola, Sola and  Dee Dee, it was simply fabulous! Look out for pictures.

 
Poetically yours
12.22.04 (5:35 pm)   [edit]

I wrote this poem for someone, you know who you are. Not judging or condemning but using this opportunity for a creative outreach. Enjoy!!! And oh Merry Christmas to you all!


 


    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;   I placed my bet


 


His life was at stake and I rolled the dice


 I gambled his chances


His chances to be what you couldn’t, what I wouldn’t


I will pay the price


 


I raised my sword and I struck him


I struck his helpless soul until it became lifeless


I held him in my arms…he was at peace at last


 


Sleep tight my king, I bade him farewell


I stood in tears and watched him leave


He turned his head and blew me a kiss


 


“The time was wrong mama” he yelled with a smile


“Your choice was right mama” he reassured


Then the door closed and he was no more


 


His life was the stakes, I placed my bet


And I will pay the price


Did I win? Did I loose?


This I’ll never know


 


Bola Odegbami